Det er ikke bare jeg som har merka det

Når skal denne obsessinga ende, spør du sikkert. Jeg lurer nesten litt sjøl. Jeg skal innrømme det.

Det er uansett ikke poenget! For gjett hva jeg fant på www.boysonboysonfilm.com (åssen jeg finner fram til sånne nettsider er opp til din fantasi):

"Sure, it's still angsty and creepy, but the whole series' main theme is the giant power struggle between Kira (the attractive, suave, incredibly selfish Light) and L (who is later revealed to be a quirky, rather awkward, strangely good-looking, strangely sensual, incredibly selfish detective)."

Jada, dere veit hva det er snakk om.

Men det fortsetter!:

"The two are like alter egos of each other. They share the same superior intelligence, the same heartlessness and composed demeanor when it comes to human sacrifice (albeit L is more experienced and manipulative than Light), the same passion for winning. L and Light often seem to the viewer like two chess-masters, moving around and leading human pawns to their deaths, heedless of the costs, eager to win the game."

Mens jeg leste dette, satt jeg egentlig bare og gossa meg over de fantastiske beskrivelsene av animes vakreste dudes noensinne, men det blir fortsatt bedre:

"This pairing is typically not canon, but the artist - as it has become a trend these days - has dropped hints to probe L/Light yaoi fandom. (For example, L and Light are handcuffed together for many episodes, there is some humorous talk of homosexuality, some cool fighting scenes, a dramatic scene under the rain... not to mention the friggin' foot massage scene!)"

FOTMASSASJESCENA I MITT HJERTE!!! Og scena i regnet, fy faen, jeg sitter og griner fordi jeg syns den er så vakker. Men fotmassasjescena, dere. L har jo stått ute i timevis og er dryppvåt, og likevel setter han seg ned foran Light, som knapt har vært ute i noen minutter og tørker og gnir føttene hans... Jeg mener, i det øyeblikket forsvant min fotfobi på et blunk. Og så begynner Light å tørke håret til L, og... IIIIH! *insert obsessive fangirl behaviour here*

Men artikkelen gir seg ikke:

"Overall, why is this pairing so easy and exciting to imagine? L and Light are really wrong for each other, each being too much like the other. However, in a sense, there is no other character around who can work as a better pairing for either. They are both bad and good for each other. They are obviously and indisputably obsessed with each other, and each seems driven by the other's actions. It's almost as though Light's (Kira's) existence gives L's life meaning (true mental and physical stimulus) and vice versa. Both of their obvious disinterest in females (and sex with females in general) is at times disorienting. The only thing they seem to care or think about is each other. Through subtle changes in the (great) voice acting, the yaoi dreamer gets as much ammunition for angsty fantasizing as ever."

Angsty fantasizing! Jeg gjør intet annet! Denne artikkelen kunne sikkert ha vært skrevet av meg, jo! Og dere... stemmene til Mamoru Miyano + Kappei Yamagutchi = pure wiiiin! Gah... man hører at de har et forhold til hverandre, altså. Stemmene, mener jeg. Og da snakker vi perfect match.

"Don't be fooled. This anime is not for the weak hearted. And the L/Light slash is by no means fluffy or pink coloured. It's a relationship terrifying in its sheer, exhilarating power. It's horrible, but extremely visually tantalizing at the same time. The haunting look of the anime and the superb new-gen animation amplify the dark atmosphere of the plot."

Men det beste kommer helt til slutt. Eller, noe av det beste:

"If you're looking for an anime that will make you think and at the same time provide a healthy dose of torturously tantalizing, but painfully unfulfilled, yaoi psychology (psychology, not physiology), this is the right choice for you."

Painfully unfulfilled, dere! Er dét ei deilig formulering, eller? Åååh, det er skreddersydd til fanfic'ene mine. Nummer to ligger forresten ute på bua nå, aleine og ensom uten kommentarer. Ja, det var et hint.

Forresten er hele sida eksepsjonelt genial. boysonboysonfilm.com, altså. Den tar for seg Angel Sanctuary og, og for dere som ikke visste det, er Angel Sanctuary min definitive mangafavoritt. Animeen er tragisk overdramatisk og med stygge tegninger, men mangaen er fantastisk. Men det at den blei tatt opp, var for så vidt ikke noen bombe. Jeg mener, Rosiel. Eller for den saks skyld, Zaphikel/Raziel (hvis forhold jeg grein bøtter og spann over i bok 13). For det er dét som er herlig, dere, når det ikke er direkte, men bare antydes. Det er da at fantasiene mine tar fullt overhånd.

Eh, ja.